My first love

This is the story of my first love
Who I will always love deep inside

Let’s just say his name is  Mr. Marche

Well, let’s begin the story

That was few days after I step my feet in my new school
If I’m not mistaken, it was Tuesday in July 2007
I was charmed from the 1st time I saw him
Good looking, friendly kind of person
Somehow cute
My inspiration
Mysterious
But I know he’s an interesting person somehow

Well, funny things about him are:

He wore tight pants. Well it’s not that he used it on purpose, he maybe don’t relies that his pants is getting legs are getting too big for that pants he called working pants. He didn’t use that pants again now a days, cus I told him about that

He rarely laughs at is own jokes… The rest of the students laugh but not he
I have no idea what was he trying to do. Maybe just to keep his image

He also used to ask me do I understand about the lesson or nope…
And the crazy thing when he asked me was that my friends yelling at both of us and says “ciieeeeee” (Indonesian accent to say ooh) Oh my God… They really embarrassed me back in the day. Until one day they shouted that crazy voice again when he asked me again, and I just could close my face with my book and hide my face from him and answered I understand and I just couldn’t help the blush!

Well, those are the things

I just couldn’t keep my eyes of him
I also can’t take my eyes of his shoe!
Hahahahahaa… I love that show a lot until I buy a pair a little much like that

When I was in the 10th grade, I really wanna talk with him
Just know him more
But, what could I say; I don’t have any change to say a word
But than came the right moment
He taught me how to make a ticket (cus I’m in tourism high school)
There are few other students that he taught
But considering that I’m a not easily understanding some lesson
My ticket hasn’t finished yet
So, every student went home already, and there was me and him
He waited me for about one hour or maybe half an hour…
Well, all I knew that I was so thrilled!

He patiently taught me
Until I finished my ticket

What a person…

Then, we keep in touch by sending text, e-mails, and calls
He supported me when I needed bunch of them

Then we finally went out together
We visit this awesome museum called Museum Prasasti
Taking pictures, then went to mall
Hang out in starbucks
Then he took my home
He’s a gentleman

We like to share movie and music
He know that I love enchanted movie so much
He gave me the soundtrack
My favorite brand is also his
The bottom line is that we have similar taste
Music, movie, style

The plus thing about our relationship is that we start our relation with just being friend
No other motive
Though I finally fall for him
But all that I do and done is never to find any of his attention
I do everything because I wanted to
Not Because I have to

I dream about him in my dream
Miss to call him, text him
To know about him more and more
It’s a wonderful thing to know everything about him

There are so many things to tell about him
But, let’s get into the other part of sweet part

I’m not sure he has any feeling for me
And his much older than me
And his age is mature enough to find someone eligible to married with
I don’t think I’ll bother his life my love

I once wanna tell him about my feeling
But after thinking
I don’t think that is a wise choice to take
Because, I don’t him change because hearing that I love him
I don’t want him to go away from me
I think I better let it be like this
I choose to remain silent

Lots of poem made for him
He’s my first love
My true love
My heart’s true desire

If he ask me to be with him I think I’m gonna say
“I do, with all my heart and soul I do!”
 At last…

But I guess that’s another story
But will it be happening?
That’s a mystery…