Fave Pics From Twilight

Twilight

What a movie. This movie is kinda have an usual theme of story, but it tells nicely and it is fascinating. I watched this movie for like 5 times. And I have no idea why i can easily repeat the dialogs from this movie. Huahahahahahaa.. Can't wait the 2 session of d movie^^

Oh Well

Nowadays, I don't really care about finding my true love. I think true love will come, to me when the time is right. So, now i better concentrate with my school. Plus, i got so many bad mark. Huxhux^^! Well, Guru Pitka said in the love guru movie staring Mike Myers "To get people love you, you have to love your self" I guess it's totally right. Cause i have trough such condition that make me have to choose between giving someone i love what i can give, and having a self respect. I think i have sacrifice my own self respect not in the right time and unfortunately that person didn't respect what i have given to him.

Well, I don't wanna be fool for anyone right now. I'm done with those kind of things. I'm more into "Intimacy" or we can say "In to me I see"(The Love Guru) And I wanna keep on following my heart never my emotion. "What ever decision you make, let comes from your heart"(Princess Diaries 2) And so i will seek deep inside my heart, does the decision I'm about to take comes from my heart or it's just my emotion.

And I'm not gonna waste my time for something that not even sure where to lead. So, I think for now, I'm gonna use my head more than my heart. Well, 50 50 I guess...

My 1st year anniversary

Today is my 1st year anniversary of being out as a rainbow flag. And the date Dec 11 is taken from the date when i went out with Mr.R back in the day. Well, that was my first step...!
Yeehaa!

May I love you still?

I miss you…
I miss to send as much text as I can
Asking you how are you doing
And just to communicate to each other

But, because I pulled my self back from you, I only can text you to say good night
Good morning
Or good luck with your job
And only once you reply me to say thanks

You are always on my mind
You
Are always on my mind

Always
Always
Always
Always on my mind…

Can’t forget the first time we visit that incredible place
Where we took few pics
The place of where peace found
Where there is eternity
Which I also hope that our love one day could be

But, no I decide to step back for real
For the greater good
I’ll do it for you

This ring I use
Which I hope will be placed in your finger
Cause for me, you’re the right person who deserve my ring and me
I’ve told you how much this mean to me
Well, this ring expresses my self
If you see, it’s nothing special
But if you have connection by touching it
You know that it’s special, by its form
Hard to explain by written

Well, all my life I’ve been waiting for someone who could make my light shine shed free
I want to give my best to someone who’s right for me
I ‘m not a kind of person who can just give my love around

So now, let the angel of heaven above
Bare and guard my ring and love for you
Let it be eternal for me

My love for you…

Wonderful Expirience

Last Saturday, i went home by my self. And there were this traveler from france that asked the bus driver where does he has to stop to reach the old city. The bus driver can't answer him in english, so i help him, cause guess that i'm the only person who could. hehehee^^ So, i told him that he has to stop in the stasiun kota shulter. Then we stop there. After we got off from the bus, he seem kinda confuse, so i helped him and walk along together.

I explain to him that i'm in the tourism high, so it's not a strange thing for me to do. Sooner or later i will do such things right? After we got out of the shulter, i asked him where did he want to go. Then i help him to find the right hotel that he wanted, travel agent and to the internet cafe for short... I spend half day with him around... What a day!

He told me that he's a traveler from France, and he has been traveling for 8 months! He has visited tibet, thailand, vietnam, africa, there are some other place, and the last place is indonesia and jakarta, then he will be back to France at 9th i guess, if he confirmed the booking back in the day...

Nice guy, who give me precious expirience...

Toby And Kevin's Sweet Kiss