Oh Well

Nowadays, I don't really care about finding my true love. I think true love will come, to me when the time is right. So, now i better concentrate with my school. Plus, i got so many bad mark. Huxhux^^! Well, Guru Pitka said in the love guru movie staring Mike Myers "To get people love you, you have to love your self" I guess it's totally right. Cause i have trough such condition that make me have to choose between giving someone i love what i can give, and having a self respect. I think i have sacrifice my own self respect not in the right time and unfortunately that person didn't respect what i have given to him.

Well, I don't wanna be fool for anyone right now. I'm done with those kind of things. I'm more into "Intimacy" or we can say "In to me I see"(The Love Guru) And I wanna keep on following my heart never my emotion. "What ever decision you make, let comes from your heart"(Princess Diaries 2) And so i will seek deep inside my heart, does the decision I'm about to take comes from my heart or it's just my emotion.

And I'm not gonna waste my time for something that not even sure where to lead. So, I think for now, I'm gonna use my head more than my heart. Well, 50 50 I guess...