Fave Pics From Twilight

Twilight

What a movie. This movie is kinda have an usual theme of story, but it tells nicely and it is fascinating. I watched this movie for like 5 times. And I have no idea why i can easily repeat the dialogs from this movie. Huahahahahahaa.. Can't wait the 2 session of d movie^^

Oh Well

Nowadays, I don't really care about finding my true love. I think true love will come, to me when the time is right. So, now i better concentrate with my school. Plus, i got so many bad mark. Huxhux^^! Well, Guru Pitka said in the love guru movie staring Mike Myers "To get people love you, you have to love your self" I guess it's totally right. Cause i have trough such condition that make me have to choose between giving someone i love what i can give, and having a self respect. I think i have sacrifice my own self respect not in the right time and unfortunately that person didn't respect what i have given to him.

Well, I don't wanna be fool for anyone right now. I'm done with those kind of things. I'm more into "Intimacy" or we can say "In to me I see"(The Love Guru) And I wanna keep on following my heart never my emotion. "What ever decision you make, let comes from your heart"(Princess Diaries 2) And so i will seek deep inside my heart, does the decision I'm about to take comes from my heart or it's just my emotion.

And I'm not gonna waste my time for something that not even sure where to lead. So, I think for now, I'm gonna use my head more than my heart. Well, 50 50 I guess...

My 1st year anniversary

Today is my 1st year anniversary of being out as a rainbow flag. And the date Dec 11 is taken from the date when i went out with Mr.R back in the day. Well, that was my first step...!
Yeehaa!

May I love you still?

I miss you…
I miss to send as much text as I can
Asking you how are you doing
And just to communicate to each other

But, because I pulled my self back from you, I only can text you to say good night
Good morning
Or good luck with your job
And only once you reply me to say thanks

You are always on my mind
You
Are always on my mind

Always
Always
Always
Always on my mind…

Can’t forget the first time we visit that incredible place
Where we took few pics
The place of where peace found
Where there is eternity
Which I also hope that our love one day could be

But, no I decide to step back for real
For the greater good
I’ll do it for you

This ring I use
Which I hope will be placed in your finger
Cause for me, you’re the right person who deserve my ring and me
I’ve told you how much this mean to me
Well, this ring expresses my self
If you see, it’s nothing special
But if you have connection by touching it
You know that it’s special, by its form
Hard to explain by written

Well, all my life I’ve been waiting for someone who could make my light shine shed free
I want to give my best to someone who’s right for me
I ‘m not a kind of person who can just give my love around

So now, let the angel of heaven above
Bare and guard my ring and love for you
Let it be eternal for me

My love for you…

Wonderful Expirience

Last Saturday, i went home by my self. And there were this traveler from france that asked the bus driver where does he has to stop to reach the old city. The bus driver can't answer him in english, so i help him, cause guess that i'm the only person who could. hehehee^^ So, i told him that he has to stop in the stasiun kota shulter. Then we stop there. After we got off from the bus, he seem kinda confuse, so i helped him and walk along together.

I explain to him that i'm in the tourism high, so it's not a strange thing for me to do. Sooner or later i will do such things right? After we got out of the shulter, i asked him where did he want to go. Then i help him to find the right hotel that he wanted, travel agent and to the internet cafe for short... I spend half day with him around... What a day!

He told me that he's a traveler from France, and he has been traveling for 8 months! He has visited tibet, thailand, vietnam, africa, there are some other place, and the last place is indonesia and jakarta, then he will be back to France at 9th i guess, if he confirmed the booking back in the day...

Nice guy, who give me precious expirience...

Toby And Kevin's Sweet Kiss

True loves kiss

What a fairy tale...

My pics... Hehehee^^

Loving the Impossible

This is how love could be so crazy

This is a true story about me, and…
Let’s say Mr. Marché
I actually have already wrote about him few times
I guess you understand how crazy someone could be when they fall in love
Well, I’m going to do my best as one of those people

I’d like to say that my first love, also who I think until nowadays as my true love, is nothing like me… You know what I mean… (Let’s say, rainbow flag)
How I never expect to fall for him…
Well, he seems to be like me sometime
But, I just feel that he’s not
Somehow I just can feel it

Well, I’m happy to being in love with him
Cause, even though I know that he’s different from me
I still love him deeply

Dream about him several times
My heart beating so damn fast when first I got into his car
Oh my God! I just couldn’t help my self

Freaky me, I always think that he’s actually a person like me, who haven’t find out the truth about him self or maybe just kinda confuse or something like that
Then, I decided to stick around and hoping that something beautiful will happen..
Hehehehee..
Lunatic enough huh?

But, even though he may be “such people person” and haven’t relies about that, I want him to just be like that
I don’t want him to change…
Considering that his age is good enough for him to find a perfect bride for him
And not a groom...
He got a nice family, good life, nice person, the women that one day will hold his hands is a luckiest women indeed
He loves his mom, and that’s what I like from him. A man who loves his mom will love his couple and treat her as well as he treat his mother… 
Love doesn’t break someone’s life
So, I won’t disturb his life with mine

I also don’t deny that I still hope for him
I’ll always remember him
Even though we’re not gonna be together, I guess I prefer the best thing to happen
Some of the sweet songs in my mp3 remind me of him
The lyrics…
They express how I feel for him

I think about him a lot…
How sweet would it be to be in his arms?
Hug him…
Dancing through sweet tender music
Hugging him so tight until fall asleep in his arms
Both awake in a dawn and just silently looking into each other’s eyes
Speechless…
The only words come out…
I love you
Then in the morning, wake up with sun light in each other’s face
Give a light kiss
And say, “Good morning my love.”

Well, what the heck…
Love also let go right?
Or nope?
Well I guess, I choose to remain silence, and forever be his secret admire…

I once imagine
If he ask me, to be his
I’m going to answer
“I do, with all my heart I do!”

What a fairy tale…

My first love

This is the story of my first love
Who I will always love deep inside

Let’s just say his name is  Mr. Marche

Well, let’s begin the story

That was few days after I step my feet in my new school
If I’m not mistaken, it was Tuesday in July 2007
I was charmed from the 1st time I saw him
Good looking, friendly kind of person
Somehow cute
My inspiration
Mysterious
But I know he’s an interesting person somehow

Well, funny things about him are:

He wore tight pants. Well it’s not that he used it on purpose, he maybe don’t relies that his pants is getting legs are getting too big for that pants he called working pants. He didn’t use that pants again now a days, cus I told him about that

He rarely laughs at is own jokes… The rest of the students laugh but not he
I have no idea what was he trying to do. Maybe just to keep his image

He also used to ask me do I understand about the lesson or nope…
And the crazy thing when he asked me was that my friends yelling at both of us and says “ciieeeeee” (Indonesian accent to say ooh) Oh my God… They really embarrassed me back in the day. Until one day they shouted that crazy voice again when he asked me again, and I just could close my face with my book and hide my face from him and answered I understand and I just couldn’t help the blush!

Well, those are the things

I just couldn’t keep my eyes of him
I also can’t take my eyes of his shoe!
Hahahahahaa… I love that show a lot until I buy a pair a little much like that

When I was in the 10th grade, I really wanna talk with him
Just know him more
But, what could I say; I don’t have any change to say a word
But than came the right moment
He taught me how to make a ticket (cus I’m in tourism high school)
There are few other students that he taught
But considering that I’m a not easily understanding some lesson
My ticket hasn’t finished yet
So, every student went home already, and there was me and him
He waited me for about one hour or maybe half an hour…
Well, all I knew that I was so thrilled!

He patiently taught me
Until I finished my ticket

What a person…

Then, we keep in touch by sending text, e-mails, and calls
He supported me when I needed bunch of them

Then we finally went out together
We visit this awesome museum called Museum Prasasti
Taking pictures, then went to mall
Hang out in starbucks
Then he took my home
He’s a gentleman

We like to share movie and music
He know that I love enchanted movie so much
He gave me the soundtrack
My favorite brand is also his
The bottom line is that we have similar taste
Music, movie, style

The plus thing about our relationship is that we start our relation with just being friend
No other motive
Though I finally fall for him
But all that I do and done is never to find any of his attention
I do everything because I wanted to
Not Because I have to

I dream about him in my dream
Miss to call him, text him
To know about him more and more
It’s a wonderful thing to know everything about him

There are so many things to tell about him
But, let’s get into the other part of sweet part

I’m not sure he has any feeling for me
And his much older than me
And his age is mature enough to find someone eligible to married with
I don’t think I’ll bother his life my love

I once wanna tell him about my feeling
But after thinking
I don’t think that is a wise choice to take
Because, I don’t him change because hearing that I love him
I don’t want him to go away from me
I think I better let it be like this
I choose to remain silent

Lots of poem made for him
He’s my first love
My true love
My heart’s true desire

If he ask me to be with him I think I’m gonna say
“I do, with all my heart and soul I do!”
 At last…

But I guess that’s another story
But will it be happening?
That’s a mystery…

Recomended Fragrance By Mee.. You guys ask, and so i bring on the list..

                                                                 Davidoff, Cool  Water
                                                                    Escada, Sunset Heat

                                                      Ermenegildo Zegna, Acqua D'estate                                                                   Hilary Duff, With Love

I haven' try Acqua D'estate, and With Love. So I don't really confince that it's good enough according to me.. Well, enjoy the fragrance then..^^

Hugggg.... Song for Mr. Marche..

Once I say I love you, I think you would be gone (oh baby)
Cause we are too young to love so I can say later on, hold you in my arms

But I will be waiting for you, to say you want me to be with you
I'll live in your love and your dreams forever and ever (oh)

Whenever you look in my eyes, there are so many smiles and tears on
I was born to love, feel so deep inside
If you need me, I'll be your man (I'll be your man)

Whenever you look in my eyes, I do want to show you my love
I make up my mind, make your dreams come true
Nobody can stop me to say "I love you"

How can I ask you how still you're looking for other words (oh baby)
Since love should still make me when I try to fight all alone, but I can't at all

We talk on the phone everynight, and so get closer day by day
I touch you, I kiss you, I hold you to feel but a dream


Whenever you look in my eyes, there are so many smiles and tears on
I was born to love, feel so deep inside
If you need me, I'll be your man (I'll be your man)

Whenever you look in my eyes, I do want to show you my love
I make up my mind, make your dreams come true
Nobody can stop me to say "I love you"

[In my heart, in my soul, I want to hold you baby
You don't know how much I love you, do you baby ... Like a sun rising up I can't stop loveing you... Can't hold it anymore]

Whenever you look in my eyes, there are so many smiles and tears on
I was born to love, feel so deep inside
If you need me, I'll be your man (I'll be your man)

Whenever you look in my eyes, I do want to show you my love
I make up my mind, make your dreams come true

Nobody can stop me to say "I love you"

DBSK

Dante's Cove

Dante's Cove

Cool Movie i watched recently...

And the two pic above is both my fave actor in DC Adam and Toby!

Hahahahahhhaaaa..^^

Haven't watched it??

Well you better be

Soon..!

This is Toby and Adam:

And here is the theme song:

Tantra Totem

BERIKUT INI ADALAH SEBUAH TANTRA TOTEM 
KEBERUNTUNGAN CINA 
Anda mungkin tidak percaya ini tapi nasehatnya luarbiasa. 
Baca sampai habis, anda akan belajar sesuatu !!! 




SATU. berikan mereka lebih dari yang mereka harapkan dan lakukan itu dengan senang hati. 

DUA. Menikahlah dengan pria/wanita yang anda cintai. Ketika anda beranjak tua, keahlian percakapan mereka akan menjadi sepenting seperti hal lain. 

TIGA. Jangan percaya dengan apa yang anda dengar, Habiskan apa anda miliki atau tidur semau anda.. 

EMPAT. Ketika anda ucapkan, 'Aku mencintaimu' , Seriuslah. 

LIMA . Ketika anda ucapkan, 'Maafkan saya', pandang mata orang itu.

ENAM. Tunanganlah sedikitnya enam bulan sebelum anda menikah.

TUJUH. Percayalah pada cinta padangan pertama.

DELAPAN.Jangan tertawakan/remehkan impian orang. Orang yang tidak punya impian adalah miskin.

SEMBILAN.Cintailah dengan mendalam dan bergairah. Anda mungkin akan terluka, tapi ini satu-satunya cara untuk menjalani hidup sebenarnya. 

SEPULUH.Saat terjadi percekcokan/ pertengkaran, Janganlah menyebut nama.

SEBELAS.Jangan menilai orang karena dengan siapa mereka berteman. 

DUABELAS. Bicaralah pelan tapi berpikirlah cepat.

TIGABELAS.Ketika seseorang mengajukan pertanyaan, yang anda sendiri tidak ingin menjawabnya,  tersenyumlah dan tanya, 'Kenapa anda ingin tahu?'

EMPATBELAS.. Ingat bahwa cinta dan kesuksesan besar membutuhkan pengorbanan.

LIMABELAS.Ucapkan 'berkah bagimu' saat anda mendengar orang bersin. 

ENAMBELAS. Ketika anda kalah, jangan lupakan pelajaran yang didapat.

TUJUHBELAS.Hargai diri sendiri;Hargai orang lain;Bertanggung jawab pada semua yang anda lakukan. 

DELAPANBELAS.Jangan biarkan pertengkaran kecil merusak persahabatan yang besar.

SEMBILANBELAS. Ketika anda sadar telah berbuat kesalahan, Ambil langkah segera untuk memperbaikinya. 

DUAPULUH.Tersenyumlah saat menerima telepon.Penelpon akan mendengarnya dari suara anda.

DUAPULUH DUA.Habiskan waktu sendirian.

Sekarang inilah bagian MENYENANGKAN 

Tantra Totem telah dikirimkan ke anda sebagai keberuntungan. Ini telah dikirim kepenjuru dunia 10 kali. 
Anda akan menerima keberuntungan dalam 4 hari dari kiriman berantai ini. 
Kirimkan kepada orang-orang yang anda pikir membutuhkannya. 
Jangan buang uang karena ramalan tidak ada harganya. 
Jangan simpan pesan ini 
Tantra Totem harus hilang dari tangan anda dalam 96 jam. 
Anda akan mendapatkan kejutan yang menyenangkan.
Ini sungguhan, bahwa jika anda tidak percaya tahayul sekalipun. 

Kirim paling sedikit 5 orang dan hidup anda akan meningkat
0-4 orang: Hidup anda akan meningkat sedikit.
5-9 orang: Hidup anda akan meningkat seperti yang anda harapkan. 
9-14 people: Anda akan memperoleh sedikitnya 5 kejutan dalam 3 minggu ke depan. 
15 atau lebih: Hidup anda akan berubah drastis !!

Motivating me self

Well, what can i say about life..
Both stressing, and enjoying
Oh, well..

I just wonder what gonna happen to my life..
I wanna fight for my school, life, love,everything..
We live once in this world
But there are always things that standing in my way..

Fear, lie, hate, lazy, disappoint, trouble...
Oh gosh...

Sucking mud all around me
Trying to suck me down to the bottom

And unfortunately
No one could help me other than me..
So...

C'mon vero!
Get up!
Get up!

Fight for your life!
You can do it!

Remember..

You can reach all what you want f you want it hard enough

Go vero!

Go...

Love that Last Forever (Lyrics)

I can only give you love that last forever

And the promise to be near each time you call

And the only heart I own for you and you alone

That’s all, that’s all

I can only give you country walks in spring time

And a hand to hold when leaves begin to fall

And a love whose burning light

Will warm the winter night

That’s all, that’s all

There are those I am sure who have told you

They will give you the world for to light

All I have are these arms to enfold you

And the love time can never destroyed

If you’re wondering what I’m asking in return

You’ll be glad to know that my demands are small

Say it’s me that you adore for now and ever more

That’s all, that’s all

If you wondering what I’m asking in return

You’ll be glad to know that my demands are small

Say it’s me that you adore from now and forever more

That’s all, that’s all

Dreaming of True Love

+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+

Presenting my once true love…

My prince…

My dreams come true

Oh no, I forgot to give him lips...

Does he have to have lips?

Well, of course he got to have lips…

When you met this someone who is meant for you

Before two can become one there’s something you must do

Do we step each other feet?

So we feed each other feeds?

No…

There is something sweeter every body needs

I’ve been dreaming of a true love’s kiss

And a prince I’m hoping comes with this

That’s what brings ever after is so happy

That’s the reason we need lips so much

For lips are the only things that touch

So to spend a life of endless bliss

Just find who you love

Through true love’s kiss…

+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+

Well, that was what lots of people expect to have…

Back to reality, love is confusing…

Maybe not for other people

But for me, love is indeed confusing

Well, what kind of person whose idea of love is a little like in fairy tale?

Or similar with the one they have in movies a little bit.

Me…

And I guess that makes me lunatic, delusional, what ever!

I have no idea what kind of person I am

I tried to stop to watch drama movie

So that it won’t infect my mind and contaminate me with crazy romance acute

But, I just love to watch ‘em!

So, what the hell!

I also tried to me be more make sense

Using my logic more

But what can I say?

I love love!

Sometimes when I feel low

I think…

There’s no such love

I don’t believe in love

But I guess love makes me breathing

Love light my life

It burns my sprit

Everything is colorful because of love

Wind blowing because of love

Love, love, love

So I decide to wear ‘em again

+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+

Cause I love love

I look good in love

So I reach from the back of my closet

Pull it out and try it on

And it still fits

I’m all dressed up in love

And I’m cool in the summer

Warm in the winter

+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+

So I decide to just wait for my true love…

I hope he will come to me

And I dare to say

You’re the one

My other half

My one coquette

The answer to my loves duet…

Well this my nu page..

Hey y'all! Finally, this is my nu blog! huahahahhahahahhaaa...^^

Well, ejnoy every inch of 'em then..